Off the Record

Just want to make up with the lost
blog opportunities during my last Cebu BT...

Here are my random thoughts and states
of mind for the last 30 days...

I hate flattery... and I'm not good in
flattering myself... :)

Even if you have the strongest, fastest
ship ever built... with any sense of direction,
your ship is nothing more than a piece of junk... :P

I'm not good in breaking tradition... :(

Trust my character but never trust
my reputation... it's a warning... :P

After several months... I still feel lost
and nowhere to go... :|

Everything has a limitation...

It's too late just to realize that it was too late...

My ultimate question... Why???

Aside from these thoughts...

A significant event also happened...
Secrets revealed...

home again...

1st post in around 30 days...
I really miss this thing...

It really does a good job in relieving
me from my inner demons...

Let's just call it stress...
Although I can't really distinguish
if I'm stressed or not... :(

Btw, I would like to thank Roel for
the ride back home, and I'm sorry for
contributing to the cause of the flat tire... :D

I won't be staying in Manila for long,
I just have to fulfill some committments,
Get my overdue Christmas Vacation... :P
Yep, Christmas Vacation...
That's not a typo error.

A lot of things had happen in this recent
trip in Cebu...

Somehow, I'm starting to feel different
about most of the things and people around me...
Specially at work...

A friend told me that I'm just frustrated,
I don't really know if that's true,
Right now, I don't seem to understand
my feelings very well... :(

Hope that I'm not going to do anything
stupid in the coming days... :D

time will tell...

Unless I feel absolutely sure about it...
And until I'm able to give a sincere response...
I could not answer your question... :)

Few words, few mistakes...
No words, no mistakes...

Billards and Bowling...

Si Ninya... "Butas kang mesa ka"


Si Sheila...


Si Mabel... "Pag di pumasok, kakainin kita"


Billard Balls...


Si Geno... "Para sa iyo to... Gloi"


Si Jas... "Quack Quack..."


Coach Mark at Gloi...


Si Gloi... "Um! Geno pala ha..."


Si Bert... "Daanin na lang natin sa laki ng katawan..."


Mark Pagulayan... "Pinsan to ni Alex Pagulayan..."


Si Mabel at Ninya...


Si Metz... "Aba, diretso lang... kayang-kaya..."


Oops! Hindi ata gumalaw yung dalawang bola...


Bowling Balls...


Bowling Lanes...


Yehey... Canal yung kalaban...


Bert, Rajah, Eds, Mama Belle and Deo at Geno...


Tirahin kaya natin ng bola to? He he...

Sir... Do you have a piso?

Yan yung tanong sa akin nung cashier
sa KFC sa glorietta kanina...

He he... hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako o ano.
Kaya... I just make dukot my coin purse and
got a piso for her... :P

Now that I got your attention...
We just had the 1st day of our WAVE training...

[W]inning [A]ttitude through [V]alues [E]nchancement

We had several activities...
It's quite exhausting mentally and pyschologically... :)

I also realized several things...

I never got rid of my trembling whenever
I get too excited, looks really stupid on me...

The second is that though I'm capable of helping
others solve their problems or atleast view
their problems in a different perspective...

Unfortunately...
I'm still not capable of doing the same for myself... :(

You Found Me

You Found Me
by
Kelly Clarkson

Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

(You found me)
(When no one else was lookin')
You found me
(How did you know just where I would be?)
You broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad
And the things in between
You found me
You found me

not because...

not because one of them is not good,
means all of them are bad...

not because you're right once,
means all of the time you are right...

some people just don't get it,
no matter how old they get...

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injustice creates imbalance...
imbalance creates people like me...
people like me chooses to be alone...
alone makes me feel safe...
safe from hurting others...