Mild Depression

Been thinking about a lot of things lately...
Never seemed to be satisfied of what I have become...
And never had a tiny idea of what I should have been...

Can't figure out what is wrong in my life...
Something's are just ain't right for me...

What a poor soul...

Just had my badly needed break...

I really need this break.

Though I still keep on thinking about work during these times.
I still keep on checking e-mails from the office.

Just need to pull myself together before serious work resumes.

I wish I could.

Pathetic day...

I've not been myself lately...

I keep on screwing things up... in the office, on the phone, even in the LRT.

I can't seem to focus in my work, very slow progress, even had errors in my
project e-mails. =(

A guy(gay) called this afternoon, I wasn't really paying attention to what he's
saying, just answered a couple of questions. When I hanged up, I realized that
I've just let him re-activate my Credit Card. !@#$%^&*. I'm not planning of
using it in another decade. =)

On my way home, I missed the LRT station where I usually get off.
Good thing it was only 2 stations away. I've just wasted P 7.50 because of that.

I really feel sick... I don't know why...

Strike 2...

I hate the feeling of looking like a fool in front of other people...

Lessons will be learned...